Wow, yikes and really sad to hear :-(.
I think at this point you should come and take a break in server 5, it overall has a really good community, even if of course it can sometimes get a little weird, but overall mostly just talking about what characters are good and giving team advice :-).
Should give you a break and maybe those who are like that to you forget about you, or at least you can come back to server 5 when you feel for it.